Pwede bang ako nalang ulit?..♬♪ GOOD AFTERNOOOOON. ♡ (at blk 687C woodlands drive 75)

Pwede bang ako nalang ulit?..♬♪ GOOD AFTERNOOOOON. ♡ (at blk 687C woodlands drive 75)


  • Papa: Kamusta practice nyo kanina?
  • Ako: Ayun nakakapagod. Anong oras na kaya kami pa pinauwi kanina, 7:30 na. Ayy! Half day nga pala ako papasok bukas.
  • Papa: Bakit? Eh alam mo naman na gagawin mo?
  • Ako: Kukunin ko pa kasi yung toga tsaka invitation, tapos may ibibigay pa ko kay sir.
  • Papa: Edi kunin mo lang tsaka ibigay, wag ka na pumasok.
  • Ako: Aa sige. Tapos pa ipa-manicure and pedicure mo ko bukas huh?
  • Papa: Sure! Ipapa-parlor pa kita!

Someone ask me, “Bakit ang hilig mong mag-basa ng mga tragedy story?” and I want to explain myself here :)

Actually, hindi naman sa mahilig akong mag-basa ng tragedy story, I also love happy endings. Sobrang like na like ko nga lang yung tragedy kasi feeling ko mas realistic yun, not that I’m saying na pag happy ending hindi na realistic. Feeling ko lang naman kasi pag puro happy ending yung babasahin ko, parang nalalayo na ko sa real world.

Sa totoong buhay naman kasi diba hindi naman talaga happy ending lagi? Dati nga naiisip ko na wala naman talagang happy ending kasi lahat tayo mamamatay, what’s good in dying? Pero in the end, narealize ko, we really do have a happy ending, yun ay kung magagawa natin yung mission natin at aalis tayo na masaya, walang pinagsisisihan at galit sa mga puso natin.


  • Papa: Blah Blah Blah Tsuk Tsak Chenes Chuba Ek Ek
  • Ako: (Nag-iisip ng anong kakaining tsitsirya)
  • Papa: Wag ka na mag-tsitsirya, tulog na kayo.
  • Ako: Anobayaaaaaaaaaaan~ Yun nga binabalak ko e! *pout
  • Papa: *humalakhak* Naging anak pa kita kung di ko alam gagawin mo. Sige na, kumain ka na kung kakain.

It was months ago when I wrote a letter for you and I don’t know how and where to start, but maybe I should start with this.

I miss you SO MUCH. You don’t know how hard it is for me not to run beside you, hold your hands and hug you whenever you’re around. Obviously, I still love you. Nothing has changed, I’m still the same me who loves you since before. I don’t know what should I do to forget you.

You know what? I did my best not to show my real feelings for you, I was afraid to hear the words you might say that can hurt me emotionally. I succeeded to fake it, but unfortunately, I can’t lie to myself. Am I stupid because I’m still in love with you?

They say to me a year ago, “If you just want, you can move on! Don’t try to accept things, DO IT!” I surely did everything to accept the fact that you’re now gone, but still, I can’t. I GIVE UP! Why? Because every day that I find my ways, I always end up getting hurt and broken. Before, I thought that I’m tough, that I can do things by myself, but because of you, everything change including the way I see myself. I always see myself cry in the middle of the night and spaced out when alone. Pathetic right? I’m become what I am now only because of you. I know it sounds stupid, but that’s what I feel.

It’s almost 2 years, but I’m left here standing alone. With that 2 years, I learned to love you secretly without hoping of you to come back. I learned to limit myself on how much I should assume. That is all thanks to you. Someday, I know someday, everything will be okay, but for now, I will just be contented loving you from afar :) 


Ngayon, naiingit na ko sa mga batang nakahilata at nagbababad lang sa bahay.


Wala akong maireklamo sa section namin, hindi ko alam kung bakit? Kung ano yung sinobrang daming reklamo ko sa section namin dati, yun naman yung kinaganda ng section namin ngayon para sa’kin. Siguro sa mga members, individually may masasabi ako. Sa kanila pero hindi sa section namin.

Dati kasi parang may grupu-grupo kaya maiilang ka, pero ngayon kahit pa sabihin mo na may grupo kami hindi sila nakakailang na lapitan or samahan kasi alam mo na pwede mo silang makakulitan. Ewan! Hindi ko alam kung maganda talaga yung section namin o ineenjoy ko lang talaga yung last year ko sa pagiging highschool!?

1 Notes | Posted on July 31, 2012

Pag dating talaga sa ganyang usapan, napaka-galing ko, napaka-galing PUMALPAK! Psh! Dagdag mo pa yung hindi ko naman maintindihan na theme or kung naiintindihan ko naman ay yung napaka-hirap na pag-a-analize. Magaling lang ako mag-imagine ng isusulat, pero pag ayan na, hindi ko na maisulat kasi feeling ko may mali.

Hindi talaga ako nabiyayaan ng talento sa galing ng pag-sulat, I love numbers than letters, you know =))


Na-LSS ako. Hihi, kanina ko pa yan kinakanta! Walang kasawaan! Ee bakit ba? Maganda naman ee x))


Sa ayaw o sa gusto mo, kahit saan ka mag-punta, teritoryo mo man o hindi. Kailangan mo yan sundin dahil bukod sa walang exemption at walang special treatment na para sa’yo, ginawa yan para maka-iwas sa mga bagay-bagay na maaaring mangyari, ginawa yan hindi lang dahil sa gusto nila o para lang may pandagdag ekek, ginawa yan dahil MAY DAHILAN! Hindi lang naman ang owner ang magkaka-advantage ng dahil sa rule, kundi lahat kayo na sumusunod dun.

Hindi mo kailangan murahin o kung ano pa man yung nagpatupad ng rule, kung ayaw mong sumunod? Then fine! but be sure to face the consequence that may affect not just you but also others. Yes, by not following a SIMPLE rule may cause a BIG problem.


Geez ~ Bored na bored na ko -.-” Ano kaya magandang gawin? Natatamad na din ako mag-wattpad ee. Psh.


Kaso, nag-sinungaling ka pa? Tss.


Dati:

  • Pang-text
  • Pang-call

Ngayon:

  • Pang-display
  • Pang-soundtrip
  • Pang-picture
  • Pang-porma
  • Panloko (kapag na-o-o.p. ako)

BOW x))


Hirap talaga pag may sipon! Grr ~ Hindi maka-hinga ng maayos, tapos ngo-ngo pa! Idag-dag mo pa yung namamaos ako kapag may sipon! Nakakainis talaga! Hmp ><

Ayaw ko din naman uminom ng gamot, pasaway ako ee x))


You read it right. Nakakatuwa kasi si Michelle, na-touch ako sa kanya (I’ll not tell the reason why she cry to prevent bringing up the past). Umiyak kasi sya kahit na ako dapat ang iiyak dahil sa sinabi nya, feel na feel ko kasi yung concern nya dun ee.

Well, as I said, hindi naman ako umiyak, not just because I moved on but also because of the concern she gave me =)) Mas nagbigay kasi ako dun ng attention. <3




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